Kalii

The comments, watches and faves are increasing, and I have a little trouble responding to them all. I just want to say THANK YOU to everyone that's watching me, commenting on my stuff, encouraging me, and not to mention kicks my ass when I need that. Your comments are what inspires me to get on and do new stuff, and get things done! Thank you.

I'm frustrated - I keep surfing and looking at all your amazing pictures, while my own are just.. NOT that good. How do you do it? I WANT TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT!  *frust* argh. How can I ever be as good as I want to be?  

Leaving for Oslo wednesday morning. My father passed away this weekend.. April 1st, to be exact. His heart just stoppet while he was out skiing. It's horrible.. He was so well, and just 59.. And boom, this happens. I'm so shocked, sad, terrified of the future, and I dread the day when shock leaves to make room for the feel of loss.. I wish I could have told him how much I loved him, and how proud I was of him! I'm only 22, I thought of my father as a kind of superman.. I don't think I've reallized what's happened yet.. The funeral's on monday.. I dread that day to.

I'm so sad. The pain is surprisingly physical.

Rest in peace father, I hope your journy to the afterlife is safe, that you find your way, and that you'll lead me when my time comes. I know you'll always be with me.

Oh my God, Seigmen was absolutely fabulous! I think I'm a fan.

I'm just amazed over how well you have responded to my last piece, "yet another..".. so many favourites! I just want to thank you all, and say that it means a LOT to me, even though I don't tell every single one of you.. Thank you!